Real Food and Drink

We are fortunate to live in a time when almost everybody at Mass takes Communion.  We have learned to take seriously the word's of Jesus in John 6:55-56, "My flesh is real food and my blood is real drink.  Whoever feeds on my flesh and drinks my blood remains in me and I in them."
John uses more vivid Greek than the other three Gospel writers: "flesh" instead of "body,"
"munch" instead of "eat."  The vividness of these words drives home Jesus' meaning that we really are to feed on his flesh and drink his blood, if we want him to remain in us and us to remain in him.
If Jesus wanted us just to adore him in the Sacrament, he would not have given himself to us in such common symbols as bread and wine. 
Jesus is always pointing to the Father.  The Mass is centered on God.  Jesus calls us to eat and drink his flesh and blood so that we will be united to him in his dying and rising and go with him into the loving embrace of our Father.

Charged with God

My earliest memories of prayer are before a May altar that my mother and sister and I made from an orange crate turned on end.  A statue of Mary stood on top.  We brought in flowers from the yard to make a crown for Mary, that was often way bigger than the statue's head. 
Another early memory is a wooden box topped by a crucifix.  There was a window in the box through which we could see each of the Stations of the Cross as we turned a little knob.
In all the rooms of my home now I have crosses and crucifixes and statues and pictures of Mary and other saints.  This use of signs and symbols is peculiarly Catholic.  Material things remind us of spiritual realities.
I also have many beautiful paintings and prints and photographs on the walls of my home.  I find God in their beauty.  I find God also in the Lake and the mountains and forests.  Finding God in the world and people around me comes second nature to my Catholic self.  The Jesuit poet, Gerard Manley Hopkins, said it perfectly:"The world is charged with the grandeur of God."
This characteristic of Catholicism is called "the sacramental principle."  It is one of the most distinctive marks of Catholicism.  We cherish the spiritual dimension of all reality: the cosmos, nature, history, events, persons, objects, rituals, words.  Everything embodies and communicates the Divine.
I found myself thinking of this spiritual value that we find in material things as I reflect on chapter 6 of John's Gospel where Jesus presents himself as The Sign, the fundamental sacrament of God, and where he gives us bread and wine as the precious sacrament of his flesh and blood.

The Sign

Thinking of God as air and as Love is valuable to my growing in my relationship with God.  Those kinds of images are not so easy for us human beings to grasp as concrete images, but they serve to remind me that God is impossible to grasp.
God tried various ways to communicate Godself to us.  The Burning Bush.  The prophets.  But God finally decided that they best way was come in human flesh.  God gave us eyes and ears and noses and mouths and hands.  It is through these senses that we get ideas and images into our minds and imaginations.
In John 6:24-35 it is understandable that the crowd wants some sign that will convince their senses that Jesus has been sent by God.  Jesus responds that he himself is the sign.  Jesus is the primordial sacrament of God to our world.  If I want to know what God is like, I look at Jesus.  I see Love in the flesh.  Jesus asks the crowd and me to believe in him, to put myself entirely in his hands. He is the source of my living now in the unending presence of God. Jesus is the bread of life.

All-encompassing Love

Paul's phrase in Ephesians, "One God...who is over all and through all and in all," helps me to reflect on God who is Love filling and surrounding everyone and everything.  I imagine Love like the air which is everywhere.  I pray to Love, "In you I live and move and have my being."  Sometimes I feel  as if I am moving effortlessly, almost floating, in Love.
Paul's phrase in Ephesians, "One God...who is over all and through all and in all," helps me to reflect Like the air we breathe Love is within me, giving me life.  Love breathes in every human being, making us one.  This unity exists whether I ask for it or not.  Love wants it and it is Love who makes unity happen.
Continuing to think of Love as something like the air, I imagine Love filling and surrounding all the earth, all the planets, all the universes, all space, everything one in Love. 
Our wars, our political and religious differences, seem petty indeed when I live and move and have my being in all-encompassing Love, who is over all and though all and in all.

An Out of the Way Place

I've been retired 6 years now and have celebrated my 50th anniversary of ordination.  I want to take to heart the words of Jesus in Mark 6:31: "Come away by yourselves to a desert place and rest a while."  There's no desert handy for me, but the phrase "an out of the way place" captures the idea for me.  While my home right now is far from quiet with lots of company, usually it fits the bill for an out of the way place.  I can go whole days without seeing or talking to anybody.  It is very much what I had hoped my retirement would be after 50 busy years. 
Buddhists teach that a person's life is divided into three parts: the first part for education and growing up; the second part for continued learning, through marriage and raising a family, involvement with the life of the senses, the mind, and the spirit; and the third part a time of withdrawal from responsibility, letting go of the things of this life, letting God take over. (quoted by Dorothy Day in a column in 1975 as she was retiring from her very active life.)
I am encouraged by Jesus and Dorothy Day and the Buddhists to keep true to my original hope for retirement.

Power made perfect in weakness

In 2 Corinthians St. Paul makes an abrupt change in chapter 10 from talking about a collection for the poor in Jerusalem to defending himself against some accusers.  He realizes, he says, that he may sound foolish, but he goes on about all the great and difficult things that he has done.  It is a powerful passage. 
Then in 12:7-10 he talks about "a thorn in his flesh" that he asked God to take away.  God's answer is a great help and challenge for me.  God says, "My grace is sufficient for you, for power is made perfect in weakness."  The "thorn in his flesh" that Paul is complaining about keeps Paul aware that all the good things he has accomplished were due not to his skill but to God's power at work in him. 
There's all kinds of guesses about what Paul's "thorn in the flesh" was.  In 10:1 he seems to be referring to what his critics say of him when he says, "....I who am humble when face to face with you, but bold toward you when I am away!"  Then in 10:10 he quotes his critics as saying, "His letters are weighty and strong, but his bodily presence is weak, and his speech contemptible." 
As I prayed over this passage, I found myself wondering if Paul's "thorn in the flesh" was stuttering.  It certainly would be frustrating and humbling if a man, who had so much to say and who could put it so powerfully in writing, had a serious speech impediment.  A "thorn" like that would easily make Paul keenly aware that all of his great accomplishments were God working through him.  So Paul concludes, "When I am weak, then I am strong."

Beyond the Law

This mid-morning shot of clouds and sun and ocean feels like freedom to me.  4th of July falling in the middle of the week seems to make the whole week a celebration of our independence and of summer.  There are still a lot of people hanging on after the weekend.
Lawrence Kohlberg's theory of the development of moral reasoning helps me to understand the thnking of the founders of our nation.  Level 4 is the law and order stage where we decide what's right or wrong simply by looking at the law.  Level 5 is the social contract stage which says that the law is necessary, but sometimes to do the right thing, we must go beyond the law.
When I read about the discussions among our founders, it is clear that some of them at level 4 cannot bring themselves to break with the king, the lawful authority.  Those at level 5 grant that law is necessary but in this situation they are convinced that to do the right thing they must break with England.  Gradually I see level 4 founders' becoming convinced of the reasonableness of the level 5 founders' reasoning.  They express their agreement this way in the Declaration of Independence:
"Prudence, indeed, will dictate that Governments long established should not be changed for light and transient causes....But when a long train of abuses evinces a design to reduce them under absolute despotism, it is their right, it is their duty, to throw off such Government."
In the Gospels I see Jesus stress the value of religious law and at the same time disobey or ignore the law.  That helps me to see that sometimes to do the right thing I must go beyond the law.  I think, though, that Jesus would fit more exactly into Kohlberg's level 6, where a person acts purely out of inner conviction without any reference to the law.