Flourishing

This morning after breakfast on the side deck I read this entry in my journal for 1982:
"It's strange that as I feel closer and closer to You, I become more and more aware that I can't get a fix on You.  Grand Canyon God!  Elusive God!  I want to let go and let you engulf me.  The less me I am, the more You I am, and yet the more I become myself."
In a retreat that I made that year we each tried to express our life goal.  This is how I put mine:
"To let You take over my life more and more and to spend the rest of my life sharing You with others." Let it be so.